so i've been on campus for approximately 11 hours wasting away. i'm studying for my animal behavior and communication class, fighting to master everything. i honestly think i work really hard and when i don't get the results it ultimately leads to disappointment in myself rather than blaming other factors. which makes sense.
so i was thinking, what is my purpose in all this. how am i glorifying god through this? i honestly don't know. school overtakes my life.
this entry may be a bit everywhere. my brain is on overload from studying so long. but you know, i really want to seek god. like truly. but i'm scared that i'll fail. and i know i'll fail. but i want to obey him. and even though being a christian is hard. it's so worth it. and i only feel complete when i am seeking him and he's a part of my life. ok back to studying. au revoir.
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