so school has begun. it's only been two days but i don't know why it feels like it has been two weeks. i've already learned so much after coming back from paris. i have had so many realizations that were only possible through god. despite the greatness of paris, i feel like i am really myself in los angeles and even more so in san diego. anyways, i just had coffee with hatty for four hours. four intense hours to be specific. it was...interesting and i found out a lot about myself that i never even really realized. i guess i have the dirty habit about talking about my friends behind their back and just assuming that that's the way they are and not giving them a chance to prove themselves in a favorable light because i don't even confront them. but yea, i've had the easy way out with friendship for sure since i've always had the easy way out with things. i don't know if i've ever invested more into a friendship than the other end. just a lot of things to think about i guess.